Jobs and Jobs and Jobs continued…
Today I must find another job. Whether it is a different full-time job or part-time. I’d love to be able to work in a photography studio or the like, but in my area I believe there’s about two of them. This is somehthing I have to do.
I ran last night for the first time in a very very long time. My lungs felt engulfed in fire. Eventhough I quit smoking cigarettes about five years ago I was still inhaling smoke pretty frequently.
These situations are the same. Due to years of inactivity I must now push myself through the pain of changing. I must experience the pain and not attach myself to it or blame anyone else for inflicting it on me. Things happen to everyone and the only difference between people is what they do about it. I have been blaming outside sources. It is time to change within. At the same time I must not attach myself to these jobs. I have been stuck where I am because of my view of the situation, something I have full control over. I have viewed it too inconvenient to work more.
Like water, changing shape and flowing…
