Float Dissolve :: October

October 13, 2006

sometimes I could sit and breathe over and over
sometimes I want to run into walls
sometimes I can barely touch something to experience such subtle pleasantry
sometimes I just want to break
sometimes I’m not afraid to be honest
sometimes I can’t command myself to speak
sometimes I feel like I understand
usually I don’t

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Derek Miles Verrilli was born on June twentieth nineteen hundred eighty-one at Lawerence Hospital in Bronxville New York. He received a relatively normal childhood and explored alienation at a young age. While developing resentment towards his peers he found solace in video games, music and art. Living mostly in fantasy it wasn't until he reached his early twenties that he decided to create a relationship with reality. Having realized the anguish and rejection he felt in his formative years was sorely magnified internally, he is now putting effort into working on his own mind. This blog is one of many attempts at communicating his erratic mental processes and to share some mundane experiences, which he finds beautiful.