Float Dissolve

Obviously, not ALL police are awful, self-righteous human beings.

But this is a wonderful example of how they can be.

Whoops! Sorry, sometimes we have to kill innocent people minding their business, it’s all part of the job. I am a police officer, not a human being that should be punished for killing.

and then realize this can all be ripped apart at any moment.
reconfigured
forcing to go deeper into boring
merging with out there
there is a she already here
keep the wrists elevated
every key stroke screams of i’ve been here too long
patience confused with dull

the first type of disappear is hiding
this kind is becoming
blank smiling smothered calcium eyes
save money from a true self exposure

standing in a field looking at portraits of past lovers embracing clouds
bicycles leaning against invoice trees
collecting dust, rusting leaves
leaving smells behind
hinting at an empty space that was once occupied
i smell more like a human today
less like purchased identity
glance at a walk on the beach through tiny square lights
cascading these neural nets i at one time called ‘me’
but it’s all just rented blue screen performance
clogged washing machine
autoerotic computer chair
fucking pieces of a tissue company
taking directions from letting go
this she fantasy disease
drooling indigo spirals

don’t alright sweetie

beautiful oscillating profile set to private.
alcoholic patience
patent pending
software manual sitting in inbox looks like billions of dead galaxies
and fear drain mixed media casual

buttons fall loose of thin white thread full stomach cracked cuticle grin