Float Dissolve :: January

January 15, 2007

and then realize this can all be ripped apart at any moment.
reconfigured
forcing to go deeper into boring
merging with out there
there is a she already here
keep the wrists elevated
every key stroke screams of i’ve been here too long
patience confused with dull

the first type of disappear is hiding
this kind is becoming
blank smiling smothered calcium eyes
save money from a true self exposure

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Derek Miles Verrilli was born on June twentieth nineteen hundred eighty-one at Lawerence Hospital in Bronxville New York. He received a relatively normal childhood and explored alienation at a young age. While developing resentment towards his peers he found solace in video games, music and art. Living mostly in fantasy it wasn't until he reached his early twenties that he decided to create a relationship with reality. Having realized the anguish and rejection he felt in his formative years was sorely magnified internally, he is now putting effort into working on his own mind. This blog is one of many attempts at communicating his erratic mental processes and to share some mundane experiences, which he finds beautiful.